flying monkeys

i seen on facebook recently, my cousin jessiy basically condoning my mom's abuse/neglect to me with something like "she took care of you and you're bringing this up.." alright. i'm not a parent yet (i don't even know if i have the desire to be one after seeing how shitty parents can be towards their kids PERSONALLY) but i have enough knowledge to know that it IS the parent's responsibility to take care of their kids when they have them and ESPECIALLY if something traumatic happens to them. run along flying monkey, run. as much as you care about your aunt more than your cousin- that doesn't change the facts that it IS a parent's responsibility to make sure their child is healthy and functioning constructively. you can't do what my mom had done for her basically my whole life and condone her shitty immature, selfish parenting. IF that's the side you're going to take- remove yourself from my life. i don't have time for that shit. it isn't gonna get me ANYWHERE and it WON'T get you anywhere either. maybe that's the goal of my supposed "caring" family members though! care just enough for it to be beneficial and convenient for YOU, RIGHT GUYS?! if an outsider doesn't understand why the hell i've never had the desire to live in the same state/area of my family- THEY'RE CRAZY AND NAIVE. my therapist and i discovered that this is the reason why i've never grew an attachment or connection to my mom. jessiy- WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOUR MOM HELD YOU UP IN FRONT OF YOUR DAD WHEN HE WAS KICKING HER TO BLOCK HIM FROM KICKING HER?! i know troy wasn't that fuckin mean to kick your mom.. so i'm just gonna answer for you and say "never". so don't speak on things unless you know what's happening PERSONALLY in a FIRST-HAND EXPERIENCE. you just appear as foolish as the abuser (my mom).. if not MORE. besides- i know the common obsessed reader (my stupid sister) told you about my blog, i'm not sure if you're as much of a loser to read what i do in hopes to become me though like she does. i'm starting to realize why my grandma told me to take my blog down when she was alive. people misinterpret what i say and they tell their kewliez cousin so she can stick up for their abusive, neglectful mommy and the generational trauma cycle continues. whatever. i realize that NOTHING you do or say can affect me if i don't let it.